Poems and Stuff

I've decided to share my latest poem with you.

I dream of a land without any war.
I dream of a world with no spillage of gore.
I dream of a world with eternal peace.
I dream of a world where joys never cease.
I dream of a world where everyone shares.
I dream of a world where everyone cares.
I dream of a world which doesn't revolve around money.
I dream of a world where skies are always sunny.
I dream of a world where nobody's ever ill.
I dream of a world where no one ever has a bill.
I dream of a world where you don't need a means of exchange.
I dream of a world where all these things never change.
 
Madness (my mind)

I am content to live in my madness
Each day a mirror of the day before.
Each night a lonely drug fucked vinyl playing a memory of a memory.
A constructed life with no bearing on reality
My illusions and delusions are all that keep me sane
Again I ask what is the point.

I dont care that this existence is not real,
Reality brings too much pain,
Lost loves, old glories, tales from the past grow in each telling.
The pain of loss too much to endure.
But soon my stories will grow beyond my own ability to deceive myself.
A barren reality lurking near the edge of my awareness.
My life is a contraction born out of despair
The world is so angry.
Too angry for me to endure.

What should I do when reality bears its ugly head,
Will I embrace it, and build a wonderful life full of false happiness,
with someone I pretend to love, who pretends to love me.
Or will I choose to close the door of life to see what lies beyond.

The world of the un-dead looms within temptations grasp.
No mortal rules, humanity is irrelevant, unnoticed.
I exist in the night, far from the puny mortal desires of the living.
I exist on the red nectar that flows through the veins of the living.

You look in my eyes and see your fate, you try to run,
A futile effort that only serves to arouse my lust.
Like a cat playing with a captive mouse.
My teeth clench on your neck,

The extacy of your diminishing life,
For a few moments I feel... alive, as you die.
The thrill of existence, contrasts the horror of immortality
The endless life that is a Vampire.

Madness brings order to the chaos that is pointless sanity
I choose Chaos over the reality of a constructed reality
At least madness is real.
My madness is real, to me.

Greywolf (aka Dundee) 2019​
 
I thought I would never feel the pain of this poem again.
I was mistaken, I should update the words but, I have nothing left to write. The ink is gone,

In 1999 I called it Illusions Gone.

Illusions Gone

I look upon a darkened place,
Invite it's claw to touch my face,
The hand of God has left me now,
The hand of death can touch my brow.


Your pain and sadness I embraced,
No need now for saving grace,
you cannot add now to my pain,
my cries for mercy were in vain.


With swift cold hands you stole my lie,
my warm illusion left to die,
a cold and hard reality,
I've seen the path that’s chosen me.


Two decades now I’ve hid my cry,
I thought for you until I die,
but now I see the awful truth,
Revealed to me with jagged tooth.


I feel my own mortality,
I see my own stupidity,
To think that i held out my hand,
You burn my flesh,
You sear my brain


You said to me, you spoke of my pain,
What do you know of my pain,
Endless days of fear and doubt,
Of envy, sadness i endured,
Just on the chance you were the cure.


You were the rock that linked me back,
To that Blue place where once we sat,
Choices made endured for life,
Come back to cut me like a knife.


I asked for nothing in return,
For twenty years of lost love spurned,
How quick to brush my heart away,
How quick to take my soul away.


My actions never crossed the line,
My sadness held in tight confine,
I love you now, i loved you then,
Why must now this be the end.


I look out to the black of night,
No more to fear its cold respite,
I welcome deaths distorted hand,
I'm now too tired to withstand.


The silent link which once we had,
Is broken now, I am so sad,
No more a knowing smile to say,
I know your pain, I share it's grey.


But I should have known,
I should have guessed,
It was one of life’s oh so cruel jests;
So many years of choices lost,
A lifetime gone with such a cost.


Thirty years or more I’ve lived,
through hardship sadness fear and dread,
My eyes stayed dry at every step,
Except for now a tear I shed.


But I won't cause you any grief,
your heart is safe i am no thief,
I'll just sit back and wait to die,
Never more a Need to cry.


Greywolf 199??

Dundee 2019​
 
Nothin Matters

I write some words but they sound dumb,
Feelin bad but dont mean to bother you none.
My heart has fallin on the outside.
Cant get it inside, nothins alright.

Just trying every day just to get bye,
Trying hard not to make me die,
People do stuff meant to make me cry,
Tryin hard just to get by

I give my love to you with no conditions.
What you see is what I am you have permission
To take my souls and put it in a box,
It's yours for free ive opened all the locks.

Here are my feelings all my thoughts inside.
You told me that it would be alright.
I left my heart, sitting on the outside.
You grabbed it in your hands and took it for a ride

But thats Ok you didnt do no wrong.
Your worlds important just like in a song.
You got to make your world as you see fit,
Even though some people might be feelin shit.

Life is short you got to live it true
No one will save you from this feeling blue
Do what you want, there's no such thing as bad,
Cos if there was it would make you sad.

Theirs always folks that get left behind,
But that's OK dont pay no never mind.
Cos when you die there is only you.
You got to do the things that to you are true.

So nothin matters when your times up,
just blowin bubbles in a party cup
Thinking back to when you were a kid.
Wondering why this happened wonderin what you did.

You get a gun and put it to your head,
It doesn't matter cos you be dead
No one missed you when you gonna die,
No one there that's even gonna cry.

The world turns OK just without you,
No one that's lefts will even miss you
You might as well have never been here.
Your irrelevance has become so very clear.

So here i am now in my last verse.
My words dont matter in this universe.
Sick of always trying not to cry,
Just waitin for my time to die.

Dundee, (Greywolf) 2019
 
I wish I wrote this,
I can't find the author.
But is is just about my favorite poem.
It is called

The Red Cross Knight

‘O Lady Jane, give a golden tress
Ere thy Gilbert goes afar,
Along with my father Hildebrand,
To fight in the Holy War!

The air has the rosy breath of June
The shades of the evening fell;
The young girl clasped her Gilbert's neck,
And wept as she sighed ‘Farewell !’

For a long, long year her orisons
She daily said for him,
And devoutly sang for his soul and sword
In the holy Convent him

As she dreamed in sleep in her turret high,
All under the midnight stars,
Her Gilbert shade appeared by her bed,
Afar from the Holy Wars.

Hiss Beaver dark with clasped down,
But Gilbert's voice she knew,
And drearily a hearse-like plume
Above his morion flew.

He laid his cold hand on her breast,
His hand all gloved in mail:
‘Oh art though sleeping Lady Jane?
Wild sweeps the midnight gale.

Behold thy Red-Cross knight once more!
O lady, dost though hear?
Oh, dark is the path through the world of souls,
The path that brought me here.

‘Dread was the sweep of the scimitar
On Zion’s sacred Crown,
The warm blood gushed, the chargers rushed,
And the Red-Cross Knight went down.

‘And Gilbert toiled in the battle crash,
His grasp on the reddened glave,
And wildly mowed through the Paynim ranks,
The harvest of the grave.

‘Pressing through acres awful breach,
My mailed foot slipped in Gore,
And through my brain from Brow to chin,
A pagan weapon shore.

‘And o’er my corpse with slippery feet,
Men rushed with might in main,
Till trampled shapeless I was left
With Death... and Lady Jane.

‘Then Thundered down the city wall,
Beneath the brazen ram;
The rampart fell across my chest,
Yet lady here I am.

‘And then the fire of very hell
Raged o’er the ruin drear,
And I was burnt to scorching dust,
Yet lady, I am here!

‘Now by the vow ye plighted me
Down by the sunlit wave,
Come, my betrothed, my bride to be,
Down in the Sunless grave.

Oh, few, few stars peep through the clouds
That hurry o’er the sky,
But such beseech a gentle one
Who wanders forth to die.

The wind roars through the lonely woods,
The billows lash the shore,
The tower to its foundations shake
As ne’er it shook before.

And such a wild and gloomy night,
Oh, never met your eye;
But such beseems a gentle one
Who wanders forth to die!

Tis dreary, dreary on the shore,
No moonbeams on the hill;
The fire-forms in the old churchyard
Are dancing at their will.

A form all sapless from the tomb
Stands with the scutcheons wave,
And trophies rattle in the wind
O’er murdered Hilda's grave.

In ghostly sheet a spectre stands
Upon the midnight Hill,
And wails unto the gibbous moon
The wife of Larrendill.

But at the crowing of the cock
Unto their graves they hide:
Oh, fit night for a gentle one
To wander forth and die.

“I'll go with you,” said Lady Jayne,
Where’er you lead the way,
With you my liege, my lord I'll go,
From earth and time for aye.

Oh Gilbert I've longed for this hour,
With you to be at rest,
Then roll me in that misty shroud,
And clasp me to your breasts.

I’ll slumber calm, my Red-Cross knight,
Where’er you rest with me,
Be it by Ascalon’s leaguered walls,
Or waves of Galilee.

Oh what reck I have of Hilda's shade,
Or, on the midnight hill,
The starlight on her blood-stained hair,
The wife of larrendill.

“Lead on… I'll follow… I'm your bride”
With you sir knight I’ll rest,
Where tons of Acre’s bastion
Are lying on your breast.

With you what care I for the storm,
The raving of the sky?
O Gilbert, Gilbert Lady Jane
Will go with you and die!

He stretched his hand out iron-gloved,
Thro’ the burning lightning’s sheen,
And ne’er ‘gain in this mortal world,
Was night or lady seen.
 
It still weirds me out to have a poem without a title, but...
Sonnets have numbers not titles according to shakespear.
So.


Sonnet No 4.

Where is the love my youthful self was pledged to seek.
The love that yearns a knights embrace.
All hope now lost in cold retreat,
So many years and deeds now so defaced.
So blessed to find the one, my true soul mate.
A love my sword sits ready to defend,
The satire from the universe, I am too late.
A parody of my dream's sad end.
To find the kindred love I seek,
The one I choose, my soul to share,
But hearts are pledged to one, not I,
The universe does not play fair.
So here alone, my heart does cry.
Waiting for a time to die,
 
Rage

Rage rage rage till the end of the day,
Don't ever let your pain get you in your way.
Ignore all the voiced that are in your head ,
Cos if you listen to them then you'll end up dead.

Don't listen to the Fuckers that get on your case,
They don't mean shit there just and a waste of space.
Live your world crazy like there's no time left.
Play your music loud till you end up deaf.

Listen to your heart it will lead you true,
Don't listen to those Fucker they mean nothing to you.
Do it till the end cos you know that its' right,
Hold you head high and be ready to fight.

Don't ever be scared cos they cant hurt you,
There just nothing people with nothing else to do,
There jealous of you cos you don't give a shit,
They wish they could be like you they just don't know it.

Keep fighting fighting fighting till your last day here,
Don't let those stupid voices get inside your ear.
Live your life fast like there's no time left,
Keep strong to yourself and you'll die at your best.

Greywolf 2010 (aka Dundee)
 
Its not really a poem.
But I call it 8 bars at a time,


Eight Bars at a time

The greats fade away at the end of the day,
Moment in time that changed lives.
A kiss in the dark, the first touch of a hand,
A babies smile, the first time to make love,

Always a song to remind of a time.
If I close my eyes I can be there again,
For a moment. The music takes me home.
Home to a time when things mattered, when I mattered

Every dog has its day they say.
But if you don't pay attention the day passes,
The few important moments flash past,
If only I knew they mattered so much when they sped by me.

Then one day you look up and the room is empty,
You think, where did everybody go?
You put on a song to take away the silence,
And every song seems to remind you of hurt.

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days
The people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day
By the bottle that you drink
And times when you're all alone all you do is think

[Bonjovi]

Where did all the dreams go,
Every one of them stolen by people,
One by one until all there is left is the music.
Living my life 8 bars at a time,

To my heroes I say thank you for the good times.
Thank you for my life,
I will hit play one more time,
I will see you all soon.

To the ones that mattered.

RIP
Lemmy,
Bon Scott,
David Bowie,
Syd Barret,
Wendy O'Williams,
Bonzo,
Jimmy Hendrix,
Freddy Mercury,
Joey Ramone,
Johnny Ramone,
Dee Dee Ramone
Curt Cobain,
Jonny Cash,
Janis Joplin,
Prince,
Ronnie Van Zant
So many more.

Save me a spot near the speakers.

Greywolf 2020
 
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I am hoping Leta will remove the previous, it was silly to post it, was in a bit of a bad place at the time,
Hopefully it and this will be gone and no one read it.
If not, sorry yet again.
 
This is quality content. One must not stifle the improvisations of the heart. We are not red China :p
 
Here is another poem for Horsa, from out great Aussie poet, Banjo Patterson.
My favorite horse poem of all time,
Hope you like it Horsa.

In The Droving Days

"Only a pound," said the auctioneer,
"Only a pound; and I'm standing here
Selling this animal, gain or loss.
Only a pound for the drover's horse;
One of the sort that was never afraid,
One of the boys of the Old Brigade;
Thoroughly honest and game, I'll swear,
Only a little the worse for wear;
Plenty as bad to be seen in town,
Give me a bid and I'll knock him down;
Sold as he stands, and without recourse,
Give me a bid for the drover's horse."


Loitering there in an aimless way
Somehow I noticed the poor old grey,
Weary and battered and screwed, of course,
Yet when I noticed the old grey horse,
The rough bush saddle, and single rein
Of the bridle laid on his tangled mane,
Straightway the crowd and the auctioneer
Seemed on a sudden to disappear,
Melted away in a kind of haze,
For my heart went back to the droving days.


Back to the road, and I crossed again
Over the miles of the saltbush plain
The shining plain that is said to be
The dried-up bed of an inland sea,
Where the air so dry and so clear and bright
Refracts the sun with a wondrous light,
And out in the dim horizon makes
The deep blue gleam of the phantom lakes.


At dawn of day we would feel the breeze
That stirred the boughs of the sleeping trees,
And brought a breath of the fragrance rare
That comes and goes in that scented air;
For the trees and grass and the shrubs contain
A dry sweet scent on the saltbush plain.
For those that love it and understand,
The saltbush plain is a wonderland.
A wondrous country, where Nature's ways
Were revealed to me in the droving days.


We saw the fleet wild horses pass,
And the kangaroos through the Mitchell grass,
The emu ran with her frightened brood
All unmolested and unpursued.
But there rose a shout and a wild hubbub
When the dingo raced for his native scrub,
And he paid right dear for his stolen meals
With the drover's dogs at his wretched heels.
For we ran him down at a rattling pace,
While the packhorse joined in the stirring chase.
And a wild halloo at the kill we'd raise
We were light of heart in the droving days.


'Twas a drover's horse, and my hand again
Made a move to close on a fancied rein.
For I felt the swing and the easy stride
Of the grand old horse that I used to ride
In drought or plenty, in good or ill,
That same old steed was my comrade still;
The old grey horse with his honest ways
Was a mate to me in the droving days.
When we kept our watch in the cold and damp,
If the cattle broke from the sleeping camp,
Over the flats and across the plain,
With my head bent down on his waving mane,
Through the boughs above and the stumps below
On the darkest night I could let him go
At a racing speed; he would choose his course,
And my life was safe with the old grey horse.
But man and horse had a favourite job,
When an outlaw broke from a station mob,
With a right good will was the stockwhip plied,
As the old horse raced at the straggler's side,
And the greenhide whip such a weal would raise,
We could use the whip in the droving days. ......


"Only a pound!" and was this the end
Only a pound for the drover's friend.
The drover's friend that had seen his day,
And now was worthless, and cast away
With a broken knee and a broken heart
To be flogged and starved in a hawker's cart.
Well, I made a bid for a sense of shame
And the memories dear of the good old game.
"Thank you? Guinea! and cheap at that!
Against you there in the curly hat!
Only a guinea, and one more chance,
Down he goes if there's no advance,
Third, and the last time, one! two! three!"
And the old grey horse was knocked down to me.
And now he's wandering, fat and sleek,
On the lucerne flats by the Homestead Creek;
I dare not ride him for fear he'd fall,
But he does a journey to beat them all,
For though he scarcely a trot can raise,
He can take me back to the droving days.


A.B. Banjo Paterson
 
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Here is another poem for Horsa, from out great Aussie poet, Banjo Patterson.
My favorite horse poem of all time,
Hope you like it Horsa.

In The Droving Days

"Only a pound," said the auctioneer,
"Only a pound; and I'm standing here
Selling this animal, gain or loss.
Only a pound for the drover's horse;
One of the sort that was never afraid,
One of the boys of the Old Brigade;
Thoroughly honest and game, I'll swear,
Only a little the worse for wear;
Plenty as bad to be seen in town,
Give me a bid and I'll knock him down;
Sold as he stands, and without recourse,
Give me a bid for the drover's horse."


Loitering there in an aimless way
Somehow I noticed the poor old grey,
Weary and battered and screwed, of course,
Yet when I noticed the old grey horse,
The rough bush saddle, and single rein
Of the bridle laid on his tangled mane,
Straightway the crowd and the auctioneer
Seemed on a sudden to disappear,
Melted away in a kind of haze,
For my heart went back to the droving days.


Back to the road, and I crossed again
Over the miles of the saltbush plain
The shining plain that is said to be
The dried-up bed of an inland sea,
Where the air so dry and so clear and bright
Refracts the sun with a wondrous light,
And out in the dim horizon makes
The deep blue gleam of the phantom lakes.


At dawn of day we would feel the breeze
That stirred the boughs of the sleeping trees,
And brought a breath of the fragrance rare
That comes and goes in that scented air;
For the trees and grass and the shrubs contain
A dry sweet scent on the saltbush plain.
For those that love it and understand,
The saltbush plain is a wonderland.
A wondrous country, where Nature's ways
Were revealed to me in the droving days.


We saw the fleet wild horses pass,
And the kangaroos through the Mitchell grass,
The emu ran with her frightened brood
All unmolested and unpursued.
But there rose a shout and a wild hubbub
When the dingo raced for his native scrub,
And he paid right dear for his stolen meals
With the drover's dogs at his wretched heels.
For we ran him down at a rattling pace,
While the packhorse joined in the stirring chase.
And a wild halloo at the kill we'd raise
We were light of heart in the droving days.


'Twas a drover's horse, and my hand again
Made a move to close on a fancied rein.
For I felt the swing and the easy stride
Of the grand old horse that I used to ride
In drought or plenty, in good or ill,
That same old steed was my comrade still;
The old grey horse with his honest ways
Was a mate to me in the droving days.
When we kept our watch in the cold and damp,
If the cattle broke from the sleeping camp,
Over the flats and across the plain,
With my head bent down on his waving mane,
Through the boughs above and the stumps below
On the darkest night I could let him go
At a racing speed; he would choose his course,
And my life was safe with the old grey horse.
But man and horse had a favourite job,
When an outlaw broke from a station mob,
With a right good will was the stockwhip plied,
As the old horse raced at the straggler's side,
And the greenhide whip such a weal would raise,
We could use the whip in the droving days. ......


"Only a pound!" and was this the end
Only a pound for the drover's friend.
The drover's friend that had seen his day,
And now was worthless, and cast away
With a broken knee and a broken heart
To be flogged and starved in a hawker's cart.
Well, I made a bid for a sense of shame
And the memories dear of the good old game.
"Thank you? Guinea! and cheap at that!
Against you there in the curly hat!
Only a guinea, and one more chance,
Down he goes if there's no advance,
Third, and the last time, one! two! three!"
And the old grey horse was knocked down to me.
And now he's wandering, fat and sleek,
On the lucerne flats by the Homestead Creek;
I dare not ride him for fear he'd fall,
But he does a journey to beat them all,
For though he scarcely a trot can raise,
He can take me back to the droving days.


A.B. Banjo Paterson
Thank you very much, Dundee. I love it.
 
Only a fool would say this is not cool.

I am now a professional poet dude. Would you like to hear another one, hold onto your panties:

I would fart in my cart while throwing a dart.

Come on now, you should rate me.
 
Golden rings and hair tied with ribbon
Early spring when winter's forgiven
Laughing past pleasures warm by the fire
Come inside
Silver vase, take a drink flower petal
Whistling songs like steam from the kettle
Carry silence like driftwood that rides
On the tide, on the tide, on the tide
Tall treasures, large as Alaska
There forever, never put out to pasture
Then the night will fall
Bringing peace to all
Darkness there together
Soft light bells and tea, draw the curtain
China cups, some shatter for certain
Laughin past pleasures warm by the fire
Come inside
Tall treasures, large as Alaska
There forever, never put out to pasture
Red river runs here beside us
Grey morning will never divide us

Tall Treasures :America.
 
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Joy ! I know it well. From long ago
and memory can add a warming glow.
Pain ! Ah yes, but without it joy would surely be
just another emotion on the fly.
But you didn't see me in the dark
as you met him in the shadows of the park.
Tonight you say you're mine without exception.
You kiss me.
Now I know the true taste of ....deception.

HAL 2020.
 
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Joy ! I know it well. From long ago
and memory can add a warming glow.
Pain ! Ah yes, but without it joy would surely be
just another emotion on the fly.
But you didn't see me in the dark
as you met him in the shadows of the park.
Tonight you say you're mine without exception.
You kiss me.
Now I know the true taste of ....deception.

HAL 2020
I love it. Thank you very much for sharing.
 
I stand and look,across a dark and rolling sea
of clouds, or so it seems to me.
How did I come here, where is 'here' who cares ?
I stand alone, this vision of a strangeness no one shares.
No wind, but scudding shapes of rolling forms in distant space
move with a certain eerie grace.
A growing calm descends. But still the clouds race by but going where ?
And from what source, there's nothing there.
And in the distance, in gaps between the clouds a gentle pin point light is seen.
To waver, to exerting a power on my soul
And to increase, until the whole
of everything resides within the glow.
Such beauty surely man did never know.
It draws me in.
A gentle voice within my mind is sighing
Wake up, wake up you fool, your dying.

'Memory of a Dream' :HAL 2020
 
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I stand and look,across a dark and rolling sea
of clouds, or so it seems to me.
How did I come here, where is 'here' who cares ?
I stand alone, this vision of a strangeness no one shares.
No wind, but scudding shapes of rolling forms in distant space
move with a certain eerie grace.
A growing calm descends. But still the clouds race by but going where ?
And from what source, there's nothing there.
And in the distance, in gaps between the clouds a gentle pin point light is seen.
To waver, to exerting magic power on my soul
And to increase, until the whole
of everything resides within the glow.
Such beauty surely man did never know.
It draws me in.
A gentle voice within my mind is sighing
Wake up, wake up you fool, your dying.

'Memory of a Dream' :HAL 2020
I love this 1 too.